The last month of 2025,
Since falling into the "Luma" circle at the end of 2022 up to now,
I treat X as a public diary.
So theoretically,
The AI that knows me best on the internet should be Grok.
I just asked Grok directly:
Give me a full analysis of 0xzhaozhao's shortcomings, presented in a table:
Shortcoming Dimension|Core Manifestation|Corresponding Tweet Content|Actual Consequence
Seeing the self‑critical summary Grok threw at me…
I broke into a cold sweat just reading it.
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zhaozhao's five major problems:
1. Lack of execution
|Flag countless, almost all yellow
Manifested in: In 2022 I said I'd have a balance of 50 万 to learn English,
But I only went to a class in Kuala Lumpur at the end of 2025, dragging it out for N years.
2. Extremely weak social connections
|Doesn't study "Shandong studies", doesn't pour drinks, doesn't flatter, doesn't proactively DM; if blocked, cuts off completely and never switches accounts to salvage the "relationship".
Manifested in: Self‑mockingly saying “I’m unwilling to bow, unwilling to call anyone big brother, unwilling to kneel to those who once stepped on me.”
3. Mediocre investment research judgment
|Fails to capture early narratives; in 90% of cases, only jumps on the main narrative in its mid‑to‑late stage.
Manifested in:
·During the Layer2 era, only on the last train of Starknet.
·During the Perps era, only on a mid‑train of Aster.
·During the Write‑To‑Earn era, bet on MemeX |MemeMax @MemeMax_Fi.
4. Poor emotional management
|Derives from weak social connections
Manifested in:
·In 2024, anyone who attacked me that day I had to retaliate; if I didn't, I couldn't sleep;
·In 2025, when faced with a weak Z question I immediately fired back: “If you can’t even search, don’t play.”
5. Extremely single income structure
|Derives from mediocre research judgment and weak connections
Manifested in: Mainly relies on airdrops and trading, without stable fixed advertising, project revenue share, or course income; a single misjudgment can easily halve earnings, from a peak of 3,000,000 RMB in 2025 down to just over 2,000,000 RMB by year’s end.
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After reading it, I fell silent for a moment,
Grok was harsher than I am.
Even the timestamps were nailed down tightly,
Leaving no room for excuses.
Maybe someday I’ll start to turn?
·DM TO‑level KOLs, seeking opportunities.
·DM major Agencies, seeking opportunities.
·DM various BD (business development) folks, seeking opportunities.
·Get a bald head, learn worldly affairs from ENHENG.
One day, dear.
If someone insists on squatting down to lecture you on life?
Dear,
just listen with a smile,
treat it like listening to a fart, don’t take it seriously.
Those nonsense principles,
Old Zhao has heard tens of thousands,
and finally found that the only truly useful one is:
"When I’m feeling good, it’s daytime,
When I’m suffering, the world is dark."
Dear, dear.
When others tell you to kneel,
ask them how much they earned while kneeling;
If they can’t produce a real number,
just treat it as them letting out a loud fart.
I’ve cut my own life short several times,
from the 2,000 yuan I begged for,
climbed to 1,000,000 RMB then fell below 100,000 RMB,
then rose again to touch 3,000,000 RMB,
only to drop back to the single‑digit thousands.
In the end, there’s only one truth:
Old Zhao is poorest when his bones are the toughest,
When Old Zhao finally learns to bow down,
perhaps that’s when he truly understands life.